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I am afraid. I fear being alone. Growing old. Settling down.
And it may sound selfish, but if we’re being honest,
I’m afraid of not getting what I want.
But I also fear the fact that I don’t always know what I want.
I’m afraid of not giving myself to God.
I’m afraid of not giving myself to my wife.
I’m afraid of being consumed by bitterness
and cynicism; not holding to my innocence.
Not pushing myself, not changing myself, but I’m also afraid of change.
I’m afraid of becoming something I may hate or dying a boring person.
I fear being a father; repeating my father’s mistakes.
I fear having children that grow up to then recent me.
I fear having children at all, but also fear dying without them.
I fear loosing my creativity, my friends and my family.
Over this, every night, I loose sleep. A little more.

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from Slowknife: A Study Of Fear, released June 23, 2017

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Gaffer Project Roanoke, Virginia

A drum and bass two piece rock band based out of Southwestern Virginia.
It consists of Jordan Doyle and Christian Holliday.
Gaffer Project was established in August of 2011.

A Gaffer is an old English term for a lamp lighter.
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